been quite awhile

Its been too long since I had the oomph to write....Just haven't felt like journaling about the happenings. Dad passed in November a few days before his birthday, My oldest daughter got married almost exactly a month before that, christmas was good it was the first one Jim and I shared. Luna had puppies on Halloween and we got the one that was born on our bed, his name is The Killer Thor Cheech Carson.. Sometimes I say he is feeling the beaner within...and I don't mean that in any racist way what so ever, its just cute when he is jumping like a mexican jumping bean trying to get up on the couch...anyway. Moved out of Tracy's in January and moved in with Dave and Tannis..Its going pretty good but its an adjustment and I sometimes feel like no one sees what I do or appreciates it.. None of them are home all day because they all work and Meme goes to school...SO even though I do the dishes and clean the counters and stove and wiped down the fridge and sweep and soemetimes mop and I do laundry and vaccum and take care of the dogs and the kid and cook dinner and water the plants and take care of Jim. I still get told nothing gets done.Hmmm okay well how bout if I don't do it then. I pay rent I buy food and I pay for laundry soap and ass wipe and dish soap and all that. I am a roommate not a kid. And apparently it is a problem for some people how much time I spend on the internet, who's business is it? My daddy died three months ago and ya know I just don't see him coming back.
Anyway. I bought a car in August and it died in December, just got it over to Jims brother in laws today, and now can get the parts and get it fixed.. I also got a laptop and an ipod touch and spent some money on getting me a bunch of clothes that I desperately needed.. next time around I am getting more clothes and some inkage for me and Jim. And hopefully Amanda.If she straightens out anyway. I can't even go into that right now, even though I am kinda wondering if it would be good to have a record of it all. Then there is the biggest thing this year and thats Sev going in for a four way bi pass at the age of 37, what a scary scary thing, he went in the night before my birthday, ( really glad I celebrated the night before that with family and friends I wouldn't have felt like doing anything after he went in and my friends threw me a fantabulous party I will never forget) He went into Grays Harbor Hospital on Sunday and was transported the first ( monday) to St. Peters in Olympia ( they are awesome) They more testing on Tuesday and found three major blockages one was a main artery and it was 100 percent blocked..the other two were 70 and 90 percent blocked and then there was a smaller one that was almost completely blocked. So they went in Thursday the fourth and did open heart.. Very scary for him and all of us who love him, I stayed here with Meme. I just couldn't sit there and not do anything, I couldn't see him like that. So I watched meme so that Dave and Tannis could be with Sev. And thrusday while he was in surgery and meme was in school my friend Bridget got me out of the house and went shopping. That was wonderful! Sev made it out of surgery with flying colors and looks absolutely fantastic. I have quite smoking again because of it. I do not want my brother sitting next to my hospital bed!! I will do everything I can to prevent it, it runs in the family so I better do a lot. If it happens anyway I will know its because its genetical and not because I was dumb. All though Ihave been dumb for a long long time about my health. I can't and won't do that anymore. I have to try.