more poems by the queen

cruisin the net,
got nothing to do,
I see Jesus dance,
hallaluja woohoo,
surfin the web
bored outta my mind,
I see bonsai kittens
hallaluja woohoo
I sit up with my friend
my roni,my veg,
She shows me her ass
we laugh in her bed,
we drink lots of beers,
bottles everywhere,
candles glow
gotta go,get outta here,
cruisin the net, got
nothin to do,
I see Jesus dance
hallaluja woohoo
surfin the web
bored outta my mind
ordered a bonsai kitten
for my five year old,
hallaluja woohoo
hall a lu ja woo hoo.




Mom

You say, whats going on
As though nothing happened
no nothing at all
you hitting me
happens everyday
in a plethera of ways
with your words with your hands
makes no difference
means nothing at all
Beat me down tell me I suck,
makes no defference
cuz here I am stuck
I'd really like to give it all back,
give it all back,
give it all back,
I can't bring myself to hurt you
like that,burn you that bad,
I want to puke from the evil inside
this black ache in my stomach,
you created this hole,this stain,
this fire in my soul,
I won't let you do this to another,
no longer me,don't start on my kid,
You're not worthy of my respect,
I can't believe I never hit back,
You say whats going on,
as though nothing happened,
no nothing at all.


My Birth Mother


I once had a notion
what love was,
Someone once held me
in her tender mothers arms
someone once held my tiny hand
someone,
someone once loved me
with every,every,every,
beat of her breaking heart,
Her weeping spirit told me
She wanted to always hold me,
and she would
deep within every,every,every,
beat of her breaking heart,
I once had a notion,
what love was,
my mother she told me
while weeping goodbye,
inhale her breath,
take it inside,
my mother once held me,
she memorized my face,
I once had a notion,
what love was.


Midnight Angel

Midnight Angel
won't you please come,
Show me the way home,
I've lost my way in this life,
I've lost my everything.

Midnight Angel
won't you please come,
guide me on my way,
shed your light on the
shreds,shredded, shreds
of my malfunctioning life.


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I think you may have fallen
fallen from the sky,
Your eyes are made of stars,
your eyes are made of sky,
I think perhaps you may have
fallen from the moon.
I can't reach you,
can't touch you,
can't speak to you,
I don't know what magic happened here,
what magic created you,
I think you might have fallen
fallen from the sky,
I wish to say I love you,
I wish to hold you tight,
I wish I could just look,
look into your eyes,
I think you might have fallen
fallen from the sky,
Your eyes are made of moonlight
your eyes are made of stars
in your eyes I see a reflection
a reflection of your heart.


more later maybe?