My brain is a big bowl of sketti

okay well here goes, I am falling apart at the seems. you know the ones at the sides of your legs and the ones the ones under your arms, and ya the one that zipps down your back. In other words, my mother of all mothers of anxiety attacks started at work, I Have been crying pretty much every since, THe jury is out, I mist find an antidepressant anti anxiety medication that works well for me and doesn't kill my stomach or make me want to puke or do other things like chew on brinks for dineer and drewl all over my residen'ts. There has to be someting out there that can cheer me up, help me sleep better and not make me sick at all,,,,DOes anyone have any ideas about this/.