Thursday, April 20, 2006


Well its been awhile since I have posted anything.
Cable malfunctioned and now is turned off. We are in the middle of packing up and getting ready to move hopefully to Moses Lake Washington. We have decided against moving to California as many of Billy's friends have recommended that he not do that as he at one time had a very bad problem with drugs and thee particular drug he liked so much is quite rampant down there. So we are hopefully moving in about two weeks over to Moses. My friend Katie has an aunt and uncle that own a trailer park and many apartment complexes over there and they have a nice three bedroom trailer right on the lake open right now. Its only 475.00 a month and that includes electricity and cable and water/sewer/garbage. This is a fabulous deal in this day and age and we can have our dogs and cats. I am just waiting to hear from katies aunt and then I have to come up with 200.00 dollars as a deposit. Wish me luck on selling my other car!!
I hope all of you are doing well, I am going to go now and visit as many of you as I can. Love to all!!!! And more when I get a chance. probably not till after I move.

Friday, April 14, 2006

Thank You

Thank you to everyone who posted positive comments to my fire post.
Its been awhile since I saw some of you on here!
Boabhansith it was really nice to see a long lost blogger friend!!!
I am thinking of moving my blog to myspace.
I haven't really made an absolute decision yet. And now we have no internet service and my computer went T. U. anyway. I am at my friend snowvhites posting this now and checking email.
So now it will be few and far between that I am able to get online any way. At least for awhile until we get some more stuff figured out.
Pray for sunshine so we can get some work done and get some bills paid.
Talking to T- Mobile right now trying to get my billing cycle changed to make it easier to pay the dang bill. Its kinda hard that it was in the middle of the month. So on the first I would make a huge payment and then have another one due right away and not be able to pay it so the phones would get shut off. Arg. It was just a pain in the ass.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006



Sunday, April 09, 2006


Last night Billy and I went out, for all of 20 minutes.
Billy got a phone call from officer Ashley. She has been getting to know Mr. Billy rather well as have the rest of the Everett PD. He has managed to single handedly hand over at least 5 drug dealers 1 run away and a stolen car. Just from looking out the window. So anyway, she called to let him know that one of the kids threw something burning out the window. Well of course we had no clue what happend so we rushed home. Barely avoiding an accident, a minivan decided to spin out across all lanes of the freeway in the rain. Amazingly not one person hit the minivan and it didnt' hit any one either. An act of GOD/GODDESS.
So we get home with Dave hot on our trail. We beat him here, we coming from North Everett, him coming from a mile or so away. I ran up the stairs faster then I ever have. And come barreling in the door. Billy and Dave right on my heels.
I had called my mom for her to get her ass down here because we were at least ten minutes out. So mom and Sev and Trinia were here when we got here.
The police officer immediately told us that everyone was okay and that nothing was burned inside the house. Amanda my most wonderful daughter that I trully love very much. Had decided to light paper and a plastic bottle on fire and throw them out her bedroom window. Well some one in the other building had seen that and called 911. Officer Ashley has been doing extra patrols and so she was able to witness the occurance. Anyway, Dave took mimi home and took Sierra and Lynn for good measure and informed Amanda that because she had endangered his daughters life and her sister lives that he was walking out of hers for awhile.
She is not allowed to see Mimi for a long time either. Or R.C. or Tannis my sister.
Tannis doesn't want to see her right now. I haven't talked to Tannis about it. I don't need to. I know how she feels. I feel the same. I am having a hard time with handling this. I don't trust Amanda any more at all. I wanted to kill her last night! She could have caused the deaths of not only herself but also her sister and her cousin and anyone else that lives in this building. The good thing is is that someone saw it and took the time to call 911 and not ignore it!
I am so angry with my child. I love her so much and when I think about what could have happend it damn near stops my heart. She is soooooo grounded and has been working her ass off all day. She was going to get to go to her friend Becca's this week but now that is out the window. She also lost her opportunity to be friends with Trinias daughter Brittany because they both screwed up in their own ways. Anyway. I am just a bit stressed with that. Billy was right there though. Never has anyway stood by my side like that. The weirdest and most wonderful thing happend though. I decided to get stoned with my brother and Billy and wow did I sleep like a rock! But first I asked Billy to rub my back, he had to help me get my clothes off first and then he rubbed my back and the next thing I know we are having fantastic sex. His idea!!! WOW!
I love you Billy, thankyou so much for being by my side, and for being turned on by how I handled the situation. I will have to try to impress you more often!!!

Thursday, April 06, 2006

My Main man and My other Best male Friend

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The man of my dreams the man I am going to marry!
We had a blast today polishing a 1977 Fire Engine. This was a special day for me. Working on that truck and climbing all over it to get the high spots polished brought back so many wonderful child hood memories for me. When I was growing up my dad was a fireman and so was my Uncle Lowel and many long time family friends. Every sunday my dad would take me and my sister down to the firehouse and let us run around. We would play hide and go seek and climb all over trucks and if we were lucky got to help wash them! They would run relays between us and the other kids to see who could get up top fastest and then who could get down the fastest, the boys always cheated and jumped. That wasn't the point!!! Then we would all get to get a soda out of the cooler. Back in the day when sodas came in glass bottles. So many of those men are gone. So many of them were heros. Especially my dad. My uncle Jerry the one that just passed away recently was a fireman and then the Chief in Granite Falls. He loved loved loved the old trucks. When Billy and I were trying to get this job I sent up a prayer to my Uncle Jerry. MAKE THIS HAPPEN! WE NEED THE MONEY AND YOU OWE ME ONE AND YOU KNOW WHY!
I told him if he made it happen I would show him my forgiveness in the shine of that truck. I would help to make it beautiful in honor of him and in honor of all his fellow fallen hero's.
SO Uncle Jerry this truck is for you and for my Uncle Lowell and for Larry, and for all the others who have passed on.
And DAD This truck is for you. I love you and you are still my hero.

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Derek I love you man. Thanks for always being there for me. AND GET BACK ON THE ROAD!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Good Weekend

This weekend had its ups and downs. Right now is a bit of down time, not a downer. We went to Happy Land last night and had a blast. Our friends Joy and Jason spent the night in the living room cuz Joys mom locked her out of the house unintentionally in her drunken stupor then couldn't be gotten up! So anyway, there were some interesting folks at our lovely little bar last night. Lets just say Billy probably really likes it when I get whipped!!
Okay enough of that or my sore body will be screaming as much as I will......
Yesterday was a bit of a test for Billy. His little baby boy Luke passed away eleven years ago on April first. He has posted about it. Please go see him on his blog. Its in the LINKS!!!
If I remember I will come back later and put the link in for you to make it easy!!!
Billy I love you and I know Luke does too. See you on the other side little man.

On the bright side of things, YES there is always a bright side to every day no matter how hard or bad the day.
We did have a great time last night. And yesterday was pretty good too, Friday was cool, we went out to our Happy Land and my brother Sev and his girl Trinia came down and sat for awhile with us. Billy went around the corner to pee and I accidently thought he was getting stoned with Orville, so I sent my smoking brother and his girl up around the corner, Trinia went first and she accidently saw an eyeful of the Billy Club! WOOOPS!!!!!!
Well now she knows what I am dealing with and why I am walking funny half the time.
Oh my goodness that just cracked me up.
Okay well I guess I really am boring now so I am going to go.
Love to all!!!!