I AM SO FUCKING STRESSED OUT RIGHT NOW.
STRESS FUCKING GODDAMN STRESS
I do it to my fucking self
I put myself in these fucking situations
I do not need this right now
I do not need for my mother
to be pissed off at me because I am helping a friend and said friend has been sleeping on moms side of MY bed while said mom was gone 300 MILES AWAY. This is ridiculous. I do not deserve this shit. I do not deserve to be treated this way. I will not put up with being yelled at for NO FUCKING REASON.
I am 34 goddamn years old. I pay the fucking rent. I pay the fucking bills. My friends know this, my sister knows this. As they are the ones I go to when I need to borrow money for situations like today when I had to get Bo to the vetrinarian.
GOD I AM FUCKING PISSED. AND STRESSED.
AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO MAKE THIS BETTER.
Its not like Jen is going to be here for very fucking long.
Jesus christ my lord and savior, goddess divine mother.
HELP HELP HELP