I hope this link works, there is also a link called 63 days in the links on the right. If you haven't read this yet you need to, what this incredible woman went through as a teenager and is still healing from is amazing and she is so strong for writing about it. I hope its helping her to get it out. Please read and leave comments for her.Start at the bottom of the page. You won't be able to stop so leave yourself some time.